Po No More
I'm sick of this! I done had enough!!!
Twisted and tired, rougher than rough
Bent, scraped, broken and bruised
Slandered, manipulated, battered and abused
I ain't going back there no more
I tell ya
I ain't going back there no moooorree!
Yeah.
Back there in those torrential lands
Dark and full of every hell.
Why go see a horror movie when you can just go live back there
Nothing but darkness, laughter from hellish apes
Futile escapes.
Erotic mirages disguising poisonous pits of quicksand
Fowler snares and viper-filled pits
Fake friends and demented relatives riding on the bliss of...
Swapping destinies and parading them around as their own
As I remained hunted and lifted up as the sacrificial prey
Just to be slammed down harshly on the cold brick of the altar
Stained by bloodstains of those from the past who walked this way before
Tied down with their well-crafted cords
Hearing gloats and dark melodies sung deep under the earth
Peeping and muttering
Babies slaughtered right after their birth
Eaters of flesh and drinkers of blood
No one will ever rise and get away from here
Tender touches from taloned hands
Ripping my flesh
That beast preparing to fill me with his demonic seeds
Reproducing hell's steeds
Making sure every promise is rode to death
They rise up to sing a song as the head witch
throws her feces on me
I am the one who must wear the stench
the trash
the disgrace
the shame
Destined to be nothing
A nonexistent being
Mind injected with his thoughts
her thoughts
their thoughts
It's thoughts
And as the beast began to partake of its feast upon my soul
Whoosh!
I was taken up quickly.
Cords snapped, burdens flew
I was in the wind on my way to...
I didn't know
But all I knew is that peace enveloped me.
I was away from that wicked Coventry.
But I knew it was Him.
I couldn't believe it..
That He came to come get me
But it was really Him
My mind was in a blur as the angels gently sat me down by the still waters
and
Nursed my wounds as my soul was being restored
Then I stepped in the water to be cleansed and renewed
I had to get my mind right
I was still in a daze.
Then gently, a red substance began to be poured upon my body
And I heard a voice say, "Eat," as a scroll was introduced into my mouth
Fulfilling the hunger that resided inside of me
Then I heard a voice so clear
Say, "I love you, daughter."
I knew it was Him.
I knew it, I knew it!
He told me that no one can snatch me out of His Father's hand
See, He is married to the backslider
And I have been washed and redeemed.
Given another chance
To know life, real life
The only life that resides in Him.
He took His finger and tilted my face up to look deep within His fiery eyes
And asked me one question,
Will you say yes?
And my heart said, "Yes, I will."
So no, I can't go back there; I refuse to go back there.
I know what love is now
I live in His light now
I've been transformed by the renewal of my mind every day
That degraded past is gone now, washed away.
And those afflictions will not rise up again.
I'm walking real new for the ancient path.
I shall obtain His rest for my soul.
I'm free.
By Val
09/04/2025
