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Why are you doing this to me? What have I done so badly to you that you hate me this much? I have given you my best, and you still cheat on me? You only had three pairs of prison boxers and work clothes, and you were running an extension cord from your sister's house. When I met you, I made sure you were taken care of: I bought you a wardrobe, put shoes on your feet, got you haircuts, and moved you into a house with running water, heating, cooling, and electricity. But you ac

When you finally understand the groove of life and comprehend that real life is in Yahushua. There is nothing outside of Him that will make anyone complete. Of course, you experience the temporary delights of obtaining and achieving your desires. But anything that isn’t driven by Him is nothing in and of itself. There is nothing solid or everlasting in it. Why would anyone want to experience shallow wins outside of Abba’s approval? Only those who have not grasped the meaning

I got to a space in my head. That place that says “Maybe this is it and how my natural life will be.” The struggling, straining, striving, and trying to reason with why some things just aren’t coming around right, you know? I’ve fasted, prayed, meditated, stayed, laid my heart out to be inspected by the Chief Inspector. I’ve confessed, repented, sought out to bear the fruit of repentance. Laid these burdens down…. After picking them up again from time to time There isn’t anyt

For many believers - whether you keep Shabbat and the Feasts as a Messianic Believer- the workplace is meant to be a place where we can "do everything without grumbling or arguing" (Philippians 2:14) and let our conduct point to something higher. But most of us have also worked alongside someone whose conduct pointed only to themselves. Understanding the tactics of narcissistic coworkers or bosses isn't gossip or unforgiveness - it's discernment, and Scripture actually commen

"And rend your heart, and not your garments, and turn unto Yahweh your Elohim: for He is gracious and compassionate, patient, and of great kindness, and He shall relent concerning the evil." — Joel 2:13 Definition of Tear (or Rend): To separate a substance into parts with force or sudden violence; to tear asunder; to split - as powder rends a rock in blasting, or lightning rends an oak. Our ancestors tore their clothing as an outward sign of deep distress, anguish, and grief.

There is a kind of bondage that doesn't announce itself. It doesn't arrive with chains or threats. It comes dressed in desire, in flattery, in the feeling that you have finally been seen. By the time you realize something is wrong, you may feel as though a piece of your very soul belongs to someone else. This is not an accident. For the narcissist who dabbles in what Scripture calls "the works of darkness," it is often the goal. What Is Sex Magic? Sex magic is the use of sexu

"Why can't I just stop thinking about it?" If you've ever whispered that question into the dark after surviving a relationship with a narcissist, you are not alone—and you are not broken. Rumination is one of the most common and least understood aftereffects of narcissistic abuse. It is the relentless cycling of the same thoughts, memories, and questions through the mind—replaying conversations, interrogating your own choices, and wondering what was real and what was manufact

Also, it is not good for a soul to be without knowledge, And he sins who hastens with his feet. Proverbs 19:2 It was 2003. I was done. Done with jumping from one relationship to the next, done with instability, and done with men who weren’t ready to step up. I had two children and a vision: a real family, a stable home, a husband. I grew up with both a mother and father in the house, and I wanted my children to have that same foundation. What I didn’t want was the man I had b

In a previous teaching I posted on YouTube, we discussed the labels, lies, and tares that the enemy has sown into your soul. These are not just negative thoughts — they are spiritual assignments designed to keep you bound. Now it is time to take them off. Below are five practical, Ruach-led steps to help you begin the process of walking in the truth of who Yah says you are. Step 1 - Identify the Label Begin by narrowing down and confronting the negative self-talk that your

Yet they would not listen to their judges, but they played the harlot with other gods and bowed down to them. They turned quickly from the way in which their fathers walked, in obeying the commandments of Yahweh; they did not do so. —Judges 2:17 Israel's Cycle of Unfaithfulness I often read over the stories about how Israel played in Yah's face. One day they said they loved Him and would follow His ways, and the next they didn't. Back and forth, in and out, over and over. Eze

I can't do it. You can't do it. There is no way possible to make it through this journey to life without Yahuah. There isn't any way that I can cleanse myself outside of being washed with the blood of Yahushua. The Modern Wilderness We are on the same journey our Hebrew ancestors embarked upon coming out of Egypt. The only differences lie in trends, technology, and worldly culture. Idols are no longer mainly crafted and erected as raw stone or wood fixtures. They are now what

Commitment to Divine Authority I have resolved not to retain or allow anything or anyone in my life that seeks to control my soul by competing, distorting, or becoming an object of worship. My commitment is clear: I shall have no other gods before Elohim. Read Exodus 20:3. Understanding Surrender According to https://bibledictionarytoday.com/words/surrender/#google_vignette , surrender is the act of yielding oneself to Yah's will and authority. It involves giving up control a

Over these past few years, my life has increased in the knowledge of "the way." So much so that I decided to stop adhering to the idolatrous traditions of men. One significant change was choosing not to celebrate paganistic holidays and acknowledging that the real New Year happens around March-April. (Exodus 12:2) The Holiday Tension When Christmas rolled around, replying "Shalom" to someone's "Merry Christmas" was definitely an eye-opener to the offense people take. I even h

Co-dependency in a narcissistic relationship creates a toxic cycle where one person's excessive caretaking enables another's self-centered behavior. For those seeking to live according to biblical principles, recognizing and breaking these patterns is essential to honoring both Elohim and yourself. What Is Co-Dependency with a Narcissist? Co-dependency occurs when you lose yourself in meeting someone else's needs while neglecting your own well-being. In a narcissistic relatio

The Struggle of Waiting Have you ever found yourself praying, fasting, and hoping for a desire to come to pass, but it seems like nothing is moving? You speak and pray the scriptures with fervor, and you write out your prayers, but weeks turn into months, and still nothing changes. You've received confirmations from Yahuah, and you have no doubt that the Ruach is leading and guiding you. Yet you don't see any visible progress. You wait and wait, but some things in your life s

Reinforcing the creation of positive neurological pathways can be accomplished through the regular use of scriptural affirmations. This intentional practice helps to align thoughts and beliefs with the truth of scripture, fostering spiritual growth and resilience. Proverbs 23:7 For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee. Proverbs 18:21 - Death and life are in the power of the tongue: and they that love it shall

The Necessity of Perseverance On this journey of faith, we face many different types of situations, some good, while others can be quite challenging. I know I've faced circumstances in my life where my plea to the Father was, "Please get me out of this," or "I don't know how much more I can take." I've honestly been in a place during the extremely early part of my walk where I felt like walking away because the pressure was too heavy. Whenever you are faced with any of those

In both the Old and New Testaments, idolatry stands as one of the most serious spiritual violations. The second commandment explicitly forbids the worship of carved images and false gods. But what if one of the most pervasive forms of idolatry today doesn't involve golden calves or statues—but rather the reflection we see in our own mirror? When Self Becomes Elohim Narcissism represents a form of self-worship where individuals place themselves at the center of their universe

In our fallen world, one of the most destructive patterns affecting intimate relationships is narcissistic sexuality—an egocentric approach to physical intimacy that prioritizes self-gratification over genuine love and connection. As believers in Yahshuah (Jesus), understanding these dangers is crucial for protecting our marriages, our families, and our witness to the world. What Is Narcissistic Sexuality? Narcissistic sexuality represents a pattern of sexual behavior centere

Have you ever received an apology that left you feeling more confused than comforted? Where the words "I'm sorry" were spoken, but your spirit knew something was deeply wrong? You're not alone. Many of us have experienced the hollow echo of narcissistic fake apologies—words that check the box of contrition without carrying any weight of genuine repentance. The Heart of True Repentance Before we can recognize what's false, we must understand what's true. Scripture is crystal c